Saturday, January 9, 2010

Last Night...the only way 2 describe thursday...

''I don't like taking pain pills, I don't like to be numb, but tonight, maybe I'll take one." ~Noah. Noah's Arc~


These past couple of days have been, eventful, to say the least. I feel like I am spiraling.  Not quite out of control, but totally into confusion.  Apparently when I came back home I had to make up for all the drama here that I missed.  Ugh

I have been hanging out on the UofM - Flint campus almost everyday this week.  Tuesday through Friday I was there.  And not really coming home.  It has been awesome.
One of the past days I went to the mall and met a friend who was just getting out of work.  It was fun as hell just wandering around with him and another friend.
The friend I met up there started telling me about this stalker they had, and I was like like wtf ever.  But he was for real.  I read these texts and I was like wow, thats crazy.  So I took the number down and tried to call it, 4 times, no answer.  The number texts me back and we get into this huge fight for an hour and a half.  After a while things start calming down, because this guy is for real denying he sent any of those texts.  We get to just chatting, and it ends up I know who this person is.  And, They have a girlfriend. We have been texting back and forth. Oops

I went to a party at my friends room, and started talking to an old friend of mine, that was something, but never turned into a relationship.  The longer the night goes on, and the more 100 proof Captain I drink, the more him and I get to talking.  By 5:30 a.m. we are dating and already had sex that night.  Oops.  Now I don't know if we are still dating or if it was the alcohol speaking.  He has been working so I haven't had that much of a chance to talk to him.

Finally, I still think about they guy I left behind at work everyday.  Sometimes I wonder if I should have stayed just so I could talk to him.  Oh well though, maybe all that has been going on will help me to figure out what I am supposed to do.

I have orientation at the local community college on monday to get into classes this semester so that I can get my GPA up and go back to UofM.  I can't wait to get out of the house again.

Feeling slightly crazy tonight, and wishing that my best friend hadn't backed out on going out tonight.



  1. lol yeah you need more drama man right lol ... glad you back even though you weren't missing. Lmao everyone needs a stalker ( that they know )

    Wishing you luck with school man .... enjoy your time, before you go back.... hope you reconnect with you date . ... looking forward to hearing about your adventures

  2. Well I am not sure who you are with at all, but good luck with your relationship! hehe. And wow, tons of drama!

    Lots of love and a big good luck hug for school,

  3. thank you boys for the encouragement.

    sooner or later i will make a post on how straight boys seem to flock to me when they want to experiment.