~For Good, Wicked~
Just wanted to say thank you to everyone who reads this. I know that blogspot only says I have 10 followers, but those are the people with accounts. For all my friends that read this without accounts, thanks for the support. Everyone who reads helps me in a way, even if I don't know how yet, you do.
Below is a picture of some of my best friends. Everyone of these people have helped me out when I needed them most. Unfortunately I could not fit any others. Trust me when I say a mural of all the people who have helped me would not fit all the people who mean the earth, moon, and stars to me. You guys are the family I want to back me up when times are tough. You have always been there for me, and I will always be there for you...
Today, I got up at 3:40 in the A.M. I went to bed at midnight. I kind of feel thats a little lopsided. lol
Sat around just hanging out with my mom, big sister, and my nephew. I got all ready to go out today, including shaved and plucked my eyebrows. I was really hoping to impress future employers. Unfortunately my family reminded me why I could not rely on them for anything. My mother went back to bed till her and my dad had to get up and go to work. I wish I could get some kind of break, just to help me get out, and to look for a job.
I have a lot of bills to pay, especially ones I racked up while I had a job. I got my credit card, phone, student loans, and I want to start putting money away for a car, and an apartment. Right now I have 4.65 to my name. Two dollars in actual cash. Ninety cents on my Wal-Mart Debit Card. And Seventy-five cents in my checking account. I hate being broke. But what is worse is I can not get any help from any of my family. I guess the 50 dollar video game my parents bought takes precedent.
My moms sister came over today. She picked my little sister up from school and brought her home so my sister or I would not have to walk and get her. We said thank you. She should have left.
She felt it was her job to tell us what to do because there were some dishes that we had not had the chance to clean still in the sink.
She informed me today of a few things:
- I guess I'm a squater, and my parents should put me out because I am a worthless piece of shit(her words)
- I am a lier. I asked her when I lied, and she then started yelling about something from my job....
- I was apparently my former bosses boy-toy. She also proceeded to tell me she knew about all "those" people on the crew.
- And She was going to hit me. I wanted her too. I have lawyers that will put her away, place her son in foster care, and she will be paying out the nose for the rest of her natural born life. I don't fight. I get vengeance.
Just wondering if anybody would support me in saying it would be in my little sisters best interest if this woman was not at our house threatening to hit me.
Other news, I am going to the gay bar on Friday. I'm pretty pumped. I haven't been out with my friends in quite a while. I miss them. Then saturday I am going to a house party for one of the local fraternities here. Again, Im pumped. I haven't been to a good old fashioned fraternity party since September!
I am probably going to be pretty drunk all weekend, if I can find some money. I am so tired of mooching.
Lately I have been thinking a lot about a boy from my past. He is perfect, and I kind of wish that I was still in contact with him. I am trying to get a hold of him. I miss him a lot these days. I care(d) about him more than I have about most people in my life. I hope I get to speak with him again soon....
I would love it if people commented, even if it's just garble to know that people are really out there. I think right now, the people reading this are my support group. You are the ones that are helping me to get through some tough times, and into the better days.