"How can I decide what's right, when you're clouding up my mind"
I think this is the third time I have tried to start this post.
During the week, I pretty much chill at home, on campus, or with katie, usually a mixture of two. Then, the weekend comes along, and I get out.
Friday, was awesome.
I got my haircut, did my eyebrows, and went *EDIT* to some friends house for a party. Just got to say one thing. Yes.
The girls I went with, and I, got there a little bit earlier to pre-game, and hang out for a bit. Somewhere around wen we got there and wen the party was supposed to start most of them got pretty tipsy. I was cracking up. Well, sometime while we were in one of the *EDIT* rooms, like a bagillion people showed up. And thus, the party had started. Well, it took me quite a while, and a lot of alcohol to get me drunk, but it was worth it. By the end of the night I was doing what I do best: Hitting on everyone.
I have usuals actually because it seems like every time I go to a party, I hit on these guys, but, they are really good sports about it. At the end of the night I never go home with anyone, but I am never seriously looking to, just having fun.
Well, at one point, I was helping a girl in the bathroom throw up, but I wanted to keep seeing everyone, so I left her after making sure she was going to be ok, and made some rounds. Well, I ended up back upstairs with some of my friends, and this girl was still puking, but had moved to a bucket in the room we were in. So being me, I went and knelt in front of her to rub her back and check on her.
I ended up with some very wet knees, and I am not sure why there I was a puddle of water on the floor. I hope it was water.
Well by the end of the night, I had a few people offering me a ride home, since my ride was leaving before the party was over, including a guy that I did not think. It was cool. But in the end, reason prevailed and I left early. Darn
Last night(Saturday) I went out with some friends to the Triangle, a local gay bar here in Flint. It was pretty dead until well into the night though, which kind of sucked but kept it pretty chill at the same time. We met Brittany and her bf Scott up there also, which is fun. I don't really get to hang out with them much, but it is always fun when we do. Mel showed up with her gf too, which was awesome.
The boys there, were mainly, good looking. I mean, I like to look, but last night I was not feeling any need to attempt anything, or want. It was fun watching Lil Josh strip, I love when good looking people look good almost naked. One of the shot boys is also hot, and he seems pretty chill, considering he spent most of the night drinking enough to take his shirt off.
I love watching people there, most will come, and just let loose, even sober. It is so much better than going out with straight people to straight bars, it seems like all anyone is looking for is sex in those places. I mean, at the gay bar, people are looking for sex, but people are also just looking to be themselves. You do not find straight people being themselves when they are out and drunk. I should stop chilling with so many of them.
Today is just chill, I am going to hang out at home. Maybe do some dishes, get a little done. I need to find a job. But I WILL have one by the end of the week. I decided last night not to be so picky. I know I want to stay with animals, but sometimes what you want is just not what you need right now. I need a job. So my idea to stay with animals can wait. I plan to do it for the rest of my life anyways....I think.
I guess that is all. I kind of was thinking about a boy last night the entire time.