~If The Moon Fell Down Tonight, Dear Juliet~
So much has been happening, and yet I still feel like I am not accomplishing anything. But right now, I am completely happy with that.
Katie and I have been hanging out a lot since she got back. I have also been downtown on campus. We also visited Judy a couple times.
I love everyone at Judy's house. I lived there for a while last summer, and they took care of me better than I could have ever asked for. I love talking to Jude, and her twin brother, and messing with him. He is straight, but I like to act really gay towards him. It's all in good fun, and maybe I would do something with him, if he was ever curious. I don't see that happening. I love Judes big sister, and her niece. And her dad has always been awesome to me.
Katie and I went downtown and signed up for a form of health insurance called the Genesee Health Plan. Basically it covers doctor visits, with about 3 dollar co-pay. It also works with x-rays. Kind of awesome, now we have at least a way to see a doctor without digging our young selves further and further into debt. Thank you school loans, and other such things.
I have been really thinking about some boy things lately, and I do not really think that I am making any leadway in my mind. I mean, I really like someone, and in a message correspondence I initiated they informed me they also liked me. But he is still on the road, and will be for a long time, so there is one complication. And I will NOT ask him to leave something he loves. That would make me a douchebag to the extreme. I am not down with that. So I guess while he is gone I have no idea what to do. I have not wanted to get laid since he replied to my message, I guess I just want to be around him.
He made/makes me smile.
He makes me laugh.
I hope he wears my christmas gifts, even if it is just every once in a while.
I wear mine.
I am going to wait right now, but if the chance for someone to keep me warm while he is away comes up, I might take it.
I want to wait though too.
I'm only human.
I miss....a lot.....
Joanna, one of my bestest bestest friends posted this video on my wall, and I pretty much fell in love with this song. Give it a listen and tell me what you think.