Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Happy...mainly....JoFo shoutout!!!!!!! lol

"Every time I see your smile, it makes my heart beat fast."
~If The Moon Fell Down Tonight, Dear Juliet~

So much has been happening, and yet I still feel like I am not accomplishing anything.  But right now, I am completely happy with that.  

Katie and I have been hanging out a lot since she got back.  I have also been downtown on campus. We also visited Judy a couple times.  

I love everyone at Judy's house.  I lived there for a while last summer, and they took care of me better than I could have ever asked for.  I love talking to Jude, and her twin brother, and messing with him.  He is straight, but I like to act really gay towards him.  It's all in good fun, and maybe I would do something with him, if he was ever curious. I don't see that happening.  I love Judes big sister, and her niece.  And her dad has always been awesome to me.

Katie and I went downtown and signed up for a form of health insurance called the Genesee Health Plan.  Basically it covers doctor visits, with about 3 dollar co-pay.  It also works with x-rays.  Kind of awesome, now we have at least a way to see a doctor without digging our young selves further and further into debt.  Thank you school loans, and other such things.

I have been really thinking about some boy things lately, and I do not really think that I am making any leadway in my mind.  I mean, I really like someone, and in a message correspondence I initiated they informed me they also liked me.  But he is still on the road, and will be for a long time, so there is one complication.  And I will NOT ask him to leave something he loves.  That would make me a douchebag to the extreme.  I am not down with that.  So I guess while he is gone I have no idea what to do.  I have not wanted to get laid since he replied to my message,  I guess I just want to be around him.
He made/makes me smile.
He makes me laugh.
His smile.
I hope he wears my christmas gifts, even if it is just every once in a while.
I wear mine.

I am going to wait right now, but if the chance for someone to keep me warm while he is away comes up, I might take it. 
I want to wait though too.

Oh choices.

I'm only human.

I miss....a lot.....


Joanna, one of my bestest bestest friends posted this video on my wall, and I pretty much fell in love with this song.  Give it a listen and tell me what you think.

1 comment:

  1. That song is aahhhhhmazing!!!!! And babe, don't worry too much about your future. If something comes along, don't pass it up. After all, we only live once;)