I am hurting so bad, and I can't even talk about it.
I am constantly fighting a battle with myself, because there are options in my head that I am dying, just for considering them. But there are things I am not able to handle. I am trying so hard to be everything I can not. I am trying so hard....
I am going through a lot of things right now, and I don't want to talk. I just want to vent, but the outlets I have I can not use, and the people I want to, I can't.
I am so lost.
When do I get to be happy for real?
I love You
Goodnight blog world. I will update on a regular basis again someday....