Wednesday, September 1, 2010

I am hurting so bad, and I can't even talk about it.

I am constantly fighting a battle with myself, because there are options in my head that I am dying, just for considering them.  But there are things I am not able to handle.  I am trying so hard to be everything I can not.  I am trying so hard....

I am going through a lot of things right now, and I don't want to talk.  I just want to vent, but the outlets I have I can not use, and the people I want to, I can't.

I am so lost.

When do I get to be happy for real?

I love You

Goodnight blog world. I will update on a regular basis again someday....


  1. Always vent in my email ... Travis always! remember changes come in baby steps some times! Sorry you are going through this... but as I said you can vent in my email it is in my profile!

  2. Wow. I'm so sorry that you're leaving. Everyone has things that tear them up, me included.

    So don't talk, but here, you can vent to people who care, don't judge - this is an outlet.

    I'd be honored to help you find your way. I am looking for happiness, too, and in this world, it's coming, slowly but surely.

    I follow you as "Jay" so feel free to hit my email (in my profile) or on MSN.

    I want to be happy, and the blogosphere has helped a lot. So many people have jumped up to help me, so please, let us help you.

    Some of us do care, Travis.

    Peace <3

  3. Hey... anyone still home here?

    Hope you're ok?